Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Boring...
Quite sometime din blog le, but i still have nth much to write about. haha... Actually, well theres quite lot la, but very outdated le...
Ok i will start from here, received my Enlistment Notice Letter last mth and hereby i am required to report for enlistment on 11 Jul 2008 (fri)... Hai... having mix feeling now.. dunnoe should i be happy or sad.
Happy as in i wun delay my Ns anymore, and sad as in i dunnoe wat will happen while serving Ns. Dunnoe will it be very tiring/tough/suffering/total lack of freedom and will i get enough enjoyment while outside like go gai gai, watch football, listen to high end audio, play pc games and maybe a wish i always wanted: a girl who i love.
Well... I am really lonely for a long long time liao, when will my loner life end...
Actually, recently i learned to be more cheerful. Not tat i am cheerful la, but try nt be sadden by anything happening lor, always look at the brighter side man.. everything are actually in our own hand.
As i always complain about lack of money, or my mum irritating on money issue. Currently, all my tv set in home and the big fan in my room are spoilt, maybe due to recent farking hot weather bla..
Hmm.. thinking, there, i should understand that i am already old enough to support myself. I should really really try to work hard, and support myself using my salary and nt by asking money from my mum.
I had once had thoughts of disowning her, I want to live by own and feed myself, but thinking tat, i can't afford to do it now, as i can't even do well enough to support myself now, how can i leave the family.
So, right now i have to aim to finish firstly my ns, den studies to work full time to earn as much as i can.
Actually, i am able to look at brighter side is due to my fren, who is a lady. She nv ask any money from her family nor her family give her any, she feed herself and also paying her own bills all herself though working. And the most important thing is, she isn't thin wor, and she enjoy her life a lot. She seem even richer than me, haha..
And also, reading up forum, i found that many University students pay their school fees all by their own though working part time.
So, i should really buck up and learn to be a more useful person.
Ok, here i write roughly wat happened for the past few wks.
Had a dinner with my mother and silbings on 11/5 the mother day, 1st time all of us eating together in a restruant name Jalapeno's pepper @ Singapore Flyer where my sister work as she is the one who suggested it. Haiz, disappointed with the dishes lor.. nt as good as those in Spagetties of Tangling Mall, even though they are actually about the thing la. They are somehow linked, but different company nia. Went home straigh after dinner haha... boring lifestyle, what to do, poorman family.
At last, i had some work out last sat 18/5. Had been thinking of going out for a run liao, as i feel rather weak and my legs seem very active always have the feel of running. But as always, i am too lazy to go out for a run. Sometimes, it was due to the damn hot weather tat made me backed off...
Initally, i went to the statidum only to found out they were having a soccer game, so i watched for a while where i noticed Chee Kang and Yean Seng were watching there too. Then i went to run at the nearby hill.
Also been a long time never play badminton, so happy to be able to play yesterday 19/5 even though i din play well la...
My standard had dropped le, my speed, reaction, footwork, touches and power all had been long gone.... quite expected also la... my fault for nt practicing regularly.
Hmm....wonder will i get to play badminton when i enter ns. Also i am longing for soccer!!!! I wanna play soccer, have a kick about, as i really luv running around..
Everywhen please don't close your eyes.
