ARGH........my past few days had nt been going well... i dunnoe wat to say....

My Grandma was hospitalized... England out of World Cup.... I Dunnoe wat the world is doing.....

Nt sure when my grandma was hospitalized... i only gt to noe it on friday...

She was lookin rather ok on the 1st day i visited her... wit slightly having difficulty breathing only...

However, the second day i went to visit her... she seem worst.... can see tat her breathing was heavier...and slower...

Looking at her in this state, made me cried... i really cried... but no one noe it.. my emotions is always hidden...

I went to hid myself crying outside the rm somewhere else after she tok to me... telling me tat... i am the most elder in my family and i had to take care of my sibling and mother... and asked me to give part of my salary to my mother when i work..

While writing till here... i feel like crying too.... i dunwan to lose another grandparent....

I experienced losing my grandfather.... it was disastrous... it made me cried for days...

Well...i dun feel like looking at her anymore... the more i look, the more i feel sad...

Really wish tat she will get well soon...and it will lighten my heavy heart....

Hmm.. the 3rd day sunday... i really escaped seeing her... my mother asked me to visit her but i told her i wanted to play soccer.... and so i went to play soccer wit my buddies..

Well...lucky... god blessed.. nth worst happened on tat day....

Today the fourth day... i went to visit her.... to my content... she was looking better... but her facial colour doesn't seem as bright as before nw......

Erm... when i looked at the calendar, our chinese hungry ghost festival is just around the corner....25th of this mth.........

I really dun wish any bad to happen!!!!!!!! i noe......more ppl pass away during the ghost festival...

Hopefully those Hungry Ghost dun take my grandma away......PLS!!!!

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